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He replied with this LENGTHY DIATRIBE calling out Raja
this post is long overdue. at this point I feel after being subjected to what seems like never ending criticism and judgement, I owe it to myself to respond to some of the nonsense that I can't seem to escape no matter how hard I try to avoid it. as someone who has been completely independent and self sufficient from a very early age, I admit that it is very hard for me to feel like I owe anyone any kind of explanation or apology for my actions. I always try my best to stay out of other peoples way and idiotically expect people to do the same for me. this is why i am nearly completely voided of all social media or anything that involves me interacting with the negativity of the speculating world. the fact that I literally have not been home for months, working day in and day out, night after night, when the hotel bed goes completely unmade thus having an airplane as my primary sleeping place, when I'm missing my friends, family, bed and cat for the sake of this life of entertaining you, goes completely disregarded when I have unfortunately had to cancel 2 (TWO) appearances out of literally countless appearances. I'm not one of those "filler" queens, I am one of those queens that WORK, constantly. the next time I fall, bump my head and am bleeding out of my ear, after already working 1 out of 3 jobs that day, I am going to put on a pair of headphones, get to the function and risk my well being to avoid this relentless criticism. the fact that there are pseudo "mother hens" publicly disparaging me for reasons I never cared enough to figure out is not only nauseating but goes completely against the sisterhood you mock. when I stepped in to cover your international gigs, RAJA, I didn't publicly shame you or express my opinion about your excuse to neglect your responsibilities being utter bullshit. nobody stole your passport. nobody cares. i don't care. when I show up to a gig, I barely know who I'm performing with and I certainly don't care whether or not they show up. I have worked very hard to live my life comfortably as an artist and I don't need a bunch of psychotic haters psychoanalyzing every move I make and questioning my work integrity. if you don't like my drag, unfollow me. if you think my album sucks, don't listen to it. when was the last time you saw me dragging someone through the mud for expressing themselves? just stop hating me for making my art. there is no sense of community or compassion anymore. I am obviously fine with all of these things. I have continued to ignore it all and keep producing my work. today I have hit a wall. after all of the blatant reticule and disrespect, I have now been hit yet again with the naked pictures. please don't think I am ashamed or embarrassed. the fact that there are people out there pathetic enough to encourage and entertain this nonsense is so disappointing. I can't wait for season 8 to hopefully lay off at least a small portion of the heat. I highly suggest to everyone, get off the internet and go outside. to the people who have done nothing but love and support me, please don't think I dont recognize you and appreciate you, you are the only reason this new life is even remotely tolerable. everyone else, get a fucking life.
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